Deluded

i loked into her eyes so bright as if i were looking into the sun, my heart she had already won, it was something about her that i couldn't resist, i thought it was love but my eyes were filled with a dark mist, she loves me i thought as we looked into each others eyes, but i only loved her to my suprise, after all she knew how to manipulate and was a great pretender, now it's too late my all i've already surrenderd, it's now just a bunch of confusion, sometimes i wish it was all just an illusion, now i can see behind the cloud, i think its what she forgot to say aloud, my days began to seem so dark and cloudy, im scared because i dont't know what it is about me, i always seem to be so cold and trembling in fear, not knowing if i will awake i think death is near