Delayed Reaction

I always have Delayed reactions- I'm just a little Too innocent, Get the joke just A little too late- He was a joke I understood Just a little Too late; The punch line Was me falling For him- The punch line Was the first time He kissed me- The punch line Was when he said "I don't have time For you..." The punch line Was him having Two girls at once, Because The punch line Was every time He said "I love you"- I didn't get the joke, So I guess it's My own fault, For making him Have to explain He wasn't serious. But even now, I'm still kinda stuck In that awkward Silence- The one between The joke and the Delayed reaction... I'm still not sure If I'm supposed to Laugh or cry...