December Heartaches

Everlasting…you and I were both from two different worlds Meeting you was my biggest regret yet Involving you in my life was another True to your words you left without a single word Evening came and so did storm and rain Hard to let go – I called your name out three times Terrific! I just lost the love of my life Looking through past memories, I saw you sitting there Lamenting sorrowful scenes A call from you was all I need Rumor has it that you went to abroad. Far away. In search for space. Every day was torment Beautiful memories sprung from here to there Managing well was far from reality Enough to blow a whole house down Creating walls around me Even family members couldn’t get in Doom awaited me and so, I came late Out to college, I’ve always had my fantasies about men True enough that I was lying, I gave up space. Knowledge of you coming back had me back up my feet. Caring for you was all I realized About to give in But then reality settled in 05/24/20