Dearest Bj

when i say i love you you should know I mean it. Now I'm dreaming about you tonight, tomorrow, for the rest of my life. there is not other place i rather be then right here in my bed dreaming of my dearest friend. dreaming of how insepreiable you are how much all the girls wanted you and how they wished it was you holding them staring into there eyes singing them all including me a lullybe, falling asleep in your arms waking up and never looking back man i wished i had my dear friend BJ back.dreaming of all the hugs you use to give and never letting go you drove all the girls crazy you know.you made every girl feel special when you touched them on their arm. you use to set me off in a daze dreaming of how you stare into my eyes.thinking of our friendship i so miss tears start flowing from my eyes now all i want to do is cry, dreaming of what you would say to calm me down you'd say hush baby girl it's all gonna be okay, your brush my tears away one by one then you turned your head and looked down at me gave me a kiss and called me baby girl. dreaming of you lying right here beside me telling me of how you miss me like i miss you.you call my baby girl and i call you baby boy and you start to cry i lean up real fast and say dont you cry i love you and always will, dry those tears and I'll pretend that your still here. now you are gone, you stay in my dreams at times i feel like your right here beside me.I't been along time since the day you past,but yet it is still so hard it's even hard to catch myself to see me smile all I won't to do is frown because my best friend BJ is no where around.I miss you so much, my dear friend your in my heart and live in me each passing day to bad your not here with me in the right way,funny how things change,I use to think you loved her you wrote her a note with sweet loving words you wrote. No one expected you to leave so fast or in the way that you did, but no matter what your in my heart, so to me you will be with me where ever I may go no matter rain or snow. Dearest BJ you were the best you stay dearest to my heart and i still love you your a great guy friend any girl would be so lucky to have.dearest BJ i miss you so bad.Dearest BJ stay sweet and cool .and please remember we all love you in our own little way .