Dear Rich,

Rich, The weather turned cold And a friendless mood came upon me My companion was no where to be found My last resort was to let go of all the passion I had Sitting at our familiar place I realized all I need is myself to overcome these hardships I remembered the past, we once had Living life to the fullest Letting the days pass us by Allowing only one person to accept me Now, you are gone and As for the life we use to live Throughout the year I struggled With realizing who I really am Crushed by relationships And pushed away by parents I felt like everything in my life was closing into an end And there was no stopping it So I tried to end it all myself My fate gave me a another chance So I could turn my life around When I started to not care about what people thought about me The less I fought with people who provoked me It turned warm once again I yearned for a signification that you were safe I eventually moved on with my life When I least expected I got the answer I been hoping for You finally called At first I felt as if you were a stranger But soon afterwards I knew you were your same old self I felt as if it wasn’t like it used to be between us I didn’t depend on you, like I use to But I still hoped that you and I Still had that unbinding spark I revealed to you my secrets, Dreams and fears. And you told me a lot more Than I expected to hear I just want to let you know That every time you call me, I feel loved And every time we kiss I feel so special That nothing can ever hurt me But I can’t prevent reality from stopping I can’t force anyone to be there, - Who can’t be All I am capable of is to - have faith in myself