Dear Mommy

Dear Mommy, Why did you go away? Was I not as good as the white snow you blew was, my love for you not strong enough to help you pull thru? Stuck as the starving child wising to be loved. The drink was your friend to busy with to see a small little girl wishing to be that bottle so true. You left me mommy with these strangers so cold and bitter, each day born with a slap of the belt so few love letters. My sanity took from a girl so young, mommy you should of been there to shelter me from this storm. You came back mommy presents anew arms held out wide to receive something that this little child was denied. My love for you mommy is no more, with my sanity it walked out the door. No words you could say could ever fill the void of what i lost is what a mother, daughter bond that will never ever be reborn.