Dear I Don'T Know

Dear I don't know, I'm here in a place, I should call my castle The problem with this is, I don't feel it's paradise For, I sit alone, so many days and nights Sometimes I cry, and don't know, why Nor, know how to stop my fear Due to the burning knives I feel so deep in my spine I keep trying to find, the happiness I once carried in my soul, but it Seems so hard to find Were did it disappear to Were did it go For, I'm so lost in this world Don't know, what to do I just know, I am writing to you Hoping you can give me a clue Because, I don't know What to do Life left me so confuse