Dear Hani

Dear Hani, I remember a positive thought coming to my mind. A good night's sleep can happen, even after you have had a bad day. Three years ago this very day I woke up, packed my belongings and left forever and for good. She stood there at the bus stop and asked me how my day was going. I wasn't sure if I could....But knew I should. Reply to her that is.... Not many people may ever care, but I was certain and sure She does. I knew where I was but deep down underneath I felt completely lost. While She was there, I felt a little less lost. I had been a block away from my home, my old home, that is. She ask me how I currently felt after all of this. I replied, "Couldn't be better," but I was never good at lying. After being faced with a bad hand in poker, my bluff was called. When I wake up every now and then, I think of the moment she uplifted me with Her inspiring words. She didn't even know my name or who I am. Without knowing what she was doing, she went ahead and did it anyway. Even after being happily married for four years now, I still wake up in the middle of the night. When I do, I visualize the worn shoe's I was wearing with dirty white laces. They appeared to be untied like a loose stage in my life needing to be secured. Now, every time I have this same dream, I see my wife’s pretty, dreamy eyes right beside me looking like an angel. One and the same they are. She said "You have the same look I had not but a few weeks ago, but your tone of voice is a lot more obvious." "They are still out there,” she said while looking up into the clouds. Maybe she might mean women I had loved in the past. "Are you the one who I truly love also out there?" I asked. "No." She said. "I am right here next and near to you and will be always." Hani, I am just trying to give you some thoughts, ideas and ways to present words. Capitalize the “S” in she for further emphasis of She is the one for me.