Dear Future Wife Part 1

Dear future wife that will love me all my life, Underrated hate Overrated love Rated R for Recovery Ain't it loverly? What's wrong with being prideful? What's wrong with being wonderful? What's wrong with you? What's wrong with me? Being with me tonight Being with you in the light Midnight madness... Morning mourning, a forlorning mess... Bang bang to the wicked ways of my nature Crazier than heavens Crazier than you Sic widdah luv floo I'm gonna do my thang You're my everythang Drive in your own lane Fire of desire, burning Ocean of commotion and emotion and motion, churning Graze in your own maze Have the attitude of gratitude Running Out Of Words To Write Down wearing an upside down frown Sprinkle salt and pepper Upon my distasteful flavor Beloved, don't fret Be happy instead, don't regret Regret not...be a champion of change, which is a rather challenging chore Gore and war not needed here anymore What am I waiting for? Sprawled on the floor, Naked and ashamed just like before Restore peace to my verse You're a blessing and a curse Some people need to shut their front door Because I don't care to the deepest core Ain't ever gonna be homesick Sick of the filth, sick of the lies and the goodbyes and the bugs and the flies Sick of the arguments Sick of you... Sorry to say... Sick of me... Sick of today... Wild child here, comin' undone in fear My darling dear, Have no fear, for He is near Hope is appear while you're hanging on the chandelier Bad luck brings me down Good luck brings me up I want a family of my own I want a family of my own Would I be a responsible father unlike any other? I don't want to be an abusive, accusive, unforgiving, unfeeling father that can bother Oh blessed brother and precious sister, Abide by my side and don't be a toe blister Have the attitude of gratitude Sunlit glee reigns upon me so soon... You are my massive, mesmerizing maroon moon... Detested by some Desired by the rest Lost in a multitude Good blood gone bad by a rotting attitude My aptitude changes like riding altitude Minding my own business Making Little to No progress Douse me with delightful distress But you douse me with your dismay, my mistress of lost happiness What have you done? Where have you been? Wondering...wandering... Squandering time time after time Committing selfish crime in a flick of a dime This time, I will stay out of your way, oh queen most sublime I crown you with majestic honor and loyal royalty Don't take anyone or anything for granite, alrighty?