Dead To Me Means More Alive Than Ever

Before I die, I want my grandchildren to know these things. Believe in yourself and be your own best friend. No one else can keep your secrets like you can. And if you do not believe in yourself, it will be difficult for others to. I want my grandchildren to know this: When you get old your hearing and eyesight may fly away. Like birds on an almost weather day, never to return. So do whatever you want now while you are fresh and young. I want to will my five hundred paintings to my grandchildren. For I feel my children will pluck them off my walls and burn them. They know how swiftly I paint, and do not have a love for hippies. Grands appreciate my neon colors, unicorns, dragons and faeries. I want to apologize to my children for the mess I am leaving. I did not bother to clean anything, It will be a bonding experience for you three girls A week or two of cousins getting together, which will amuse me. I want to assure you that I will be in a catbird seat, watching. I will listen to what you are saying about me, and I will laugh with you. I never took myself too seriously, and it will be a great time for me. Because life beyond this world is the real living. Earth life is confining. Letting you in on a secret. I am an astral traveler in my slumber. I am not in my body; my spirit is outside, travelling at great speeds. I do not believe in death, because I am also an empath I am not “dead” – I am actually more alive than ever before.