Days of Silence

dissipating traveling moments endless strings of sensations bonding with infectious strains perilous hopeful infusions of helpless confusion i sit here i do not sit here waiting alongside me stories of me mixed with you fear stomping the air from my thoughts i pray for closure *not the kind you had in mind you will destroy me filling me from the inside out with delicious tasting dreams like sugar-coated moonbeams choking and suffocating on ecstasy will we end where we started distancing ourselves from ourselves playing chess with delirious skin manipulations running so far away from each other we meet again on our decent to hell my fear boils an enthalpy of vaporization [(symbol ?Hvap) if you must know] ending written from the beginning bringing me home ^ ^ ^ ^ ^ days of silence