Darkness In the Light

Denial is my life, it's what I'm living now. I don't know why, and I don't know how. Happiness is what I'm seeking, and it's just In my grasp. But it's me holding me back, how long will this last. I need to strip this emotion, of self pity it's not me. Its holding me back, when all I want is to be free....... I want to rise from the ashes, like a Phoenix and start again. I want to take away all these emotions, the sorrow and the pain. Give me a sign, if I'm going the right way. I need to know which way to walk, with way to run, do I wobble do I sway. I know that things can be different, they are not always what they seem. Am I important, I'm lacking self esteem. I want to know I am I needed, then I will be free. I know there is a answer for this question. and it will soon be revealed. I will open my mind. it will no longer be sealed.