Darkness

Darkness is my weakness Crave negativity day to day At war with my inner light Dismantle the joy my inner child Reckless with the will to live Stomp my power to the -3rd power Don’t have the swag to live, Live to feel pleasure Wishing to go ghost Praying to end it all Heart hurts; faith locked up Locked in darkness Tears of sorrow Shameful of my shadow Looking for my heart to be rip Ripped away from this pain Pain this ungodly body carries Reversed to the thought of hope Bargain with Satan Offer seems fair Want to spilt my wrist Let go of everyone inclination Feeling so alone Feeling useless Screaming someone help me No don’t help me! Darkness is my love! Surrender to my captor Can’t do this my soul lost! God help me! Lead me! Forgive me! Guide me! Want to live Live for you! Crying out for your mercy God! This is art with a message I do not promote suicide suicide. If your feeling like that please get help remember you have people who do love you. I do not feel this way I’m happy I’m blessed it’s just poetry… Thank you