Dark and Empty

I SIT HERE ALL ALONE AND I ASK MYSELF HOW CAN THIS BE. THAT YOU ARE NOT HERE WITH ME AS I FACE THIS WORLD ALL ALONE. LOOKING AROUND TO SEE IF ANYONE IS THERE BUT I FIND NO ONE. I SCREAM AND I SHOUT I EVEN START TO CRY OUT BUT NO ONE ANSWERS. EVERYTHING IS PITCH BLACK AND I AM BECOMING FEARFUL AS LONG AS I WASN'T ALONE. I HAD IT ALL BUT I TURNED IT AWAY FOR SOMETHING THAT IS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND. THE HOLE THAT IS IN MY HEART IS ACHING AND MY SOUL IS SHAKING I FEEL NOTHING BUT COLDNESS ALL AROUND ME. NOW IF I COULD HAVE IT BACK I WOULD BE SWEETER THAN A HONEY BEE.