Dangling

I don't even know what happiness is, anymore. Today, you broke my heart. Even if we talk things out tonight, what about tomorrow? You're so much like night and day, who knows if we fix this.... How you're going to react, when the sun comes up again. You know how much I love you, and am willing to fight for us. I just wish you had the same feelings as I do. This is so difficult right now, that I can't even think straight. I have never been so hurt like this. I thought I was, but the way I reacted today was off the wall. And I had every right to behave as I did. You gave me barely any time, to even sort out my thoughts when I came back home. You gave me a time limit, which isn't easy on me, when it's being done on your own. So where does that leave us? You ended things with me today, yet you still want to help me. I don't want to just be your friend. I don't want to go one day without telling you that I love you, want you, need you..... But right now, I feel like I'm dangling.