Damaged

I am so damaged… Some of it because of me… And some because of my disease… Multiple Sclerosis… Some due to no fault of my own… Just done to me… By my X-Husband who tried for 5 years…. To Kill me and my Boys… Although in dealing with and seeing in my M.S… I just look at my M.R.I…. And see all the Damaged Brain Cells… And know that there is nothing I can do … To fix it… All I can do is just stay healthy… And finish my New Medication… That is all I have to focus on… And not try to worry for things I cannot change… I cannot Erase the past… I cannot Erase what I did… Or what was done to me… I can only try to stay ahead of my Life… I have to make my Life better now… With everything that I can!