Cursed Beauty

I curse the day i was born beautiful. I curse high school . I curse the pear shaped body i had, I curse the clear skin beauty i had. I curse the day you saw me walking by . I curse the way you said "hi" I curse the day we met I curse the words you said I curse the way you made me melt I curse giving you my numbers I curse taking all your calls I guess i was fool to let you come over I guess i was fool to let you come closer I placed my hand on your heart You placed you hands on butt I said no not now you said but I named you after my heart You silently called me a slung I curse the day i skipped classes to be with you Sex before marriage is a sin I curse the day i sinned for you No empty condom packs in your bin I curse mistakes that made for you. I was a fool i though dating is cool I curse the day i missed periods I curse that feeling I curse that pregnancy test It made feel like i am cursed I curse the day i thought you love me I curse your abortion money I regret killing my unborn baby I regret skipping classes i curse the year i failed grade 9 I curse the day we met I curse the day you started acting like we never met. I curse you