Crying In the Rain

Crying in the rain Letting go of all this pain I do not want to see again How we came crashing to an end I do not want to see why We were forced to say good bye I have watched it and I have lived it Been crushed by such a low hit I’m crying in this rain My eyes red with raw pain The tears are flowing Just not going And I’m left all alone I beg for your forgiveness I scream with all I’ve got But when it comes together What I have is not a lot I walk alone down this street Strangers’ eyes are following But I just keep on walking Head down and never slowing I pace these roads and hope to find Something that means anything Something that’s familiar Until then I’m just left hanging I’m still crying in this town The rain pours on my face Trying to forget you But failing at first base I cannot help but remember Your face and how you smile Just keep walking strong It might be easier after a mile Your eyes and how they glowed Are burnt into my mind I close my eyes and see them Staring back right into mine I’m crying on this night And will on many more to come I’ll stumble forward without you Looking for my fortune I cannot ever forget The feeling that I had When you put your arms around me And chased away all the sad I will try but fail to forget How you loved me through thick and thin I will wander through my life But always still in love with him He was my world and I can’t forget He makes me who I am Although he’s gone and lost from sight I will not become a sham I will always try to forget How brilliant he made me feel Made the world seem wonderful And that maybe this world was real The pain I feel when I remember him Is cutting deeper still He’s left a gaping hole in me One that no one could ever fill I try and try and fail again My baby is still gone I’m crying in this rain again Cold and all alone