Cry Eternity

Cry Eternity Cry eternity I was never good at composing a love poem But I knew what love is, the what love can do to us I searched for the honesty within your eyes, Before you could even fake a smile, How can I overlook the hurt of yesteryears, You effortlessly, tries to make me forget, I had cried so many nights, for the weaker (me) (I got you my little ticker, I got you) I held my heart in my hands, refusing to let it crumble To destroy my progress now, would be suicidal ideation Just for a piece of happiness, (a fumbling fool I will be) No more now, I can’t go back to crying In my sleep, no more, wet pillow for me Amen, Amen, Amen, Amen I can’t risk this kind of loving My ancestors are calling me, I felt the ghostly presence I felt their enforcement of wisdom and guidance Amen, amen amen: show me, show me how, I will not risk it, they want me to smile, Yet their want me to be happy, at what cost Not my heart, Amen, Amen! Especially if not serious love I don’t want to lost my way right now, droop downward, not my eyes anymore; Yes, I will smile, yes, I will smile I need you I want you, but at what cost? for me i will hold you baby, within until,