Cry

I loved you with my heart and soul, You gave me your heart for me to hold, I cherished you && needed you, when I called you always came through, but it wasn't so perfect because I had a temper, I took my anger out on you from what I had remembered, The last had destroyed me so hard && I couldn't risk me whole, yet I tried && I didn't want you to let me go, Sadly you did && I was miserable, it took me this long to realize I was terrible, I apologize over && over trying get words from you, You moved on && I'm trying to too, I quite happy again now but I sometimes ask myself why, if it hurt so deeply why couldn't I cry? God only knows...