Crossroads

Im in a jam Dont no what to do Im at a crossroad and cant decide whos who I know who i love I know who i despise I know what god wants but i need to see through his eyes Im at a crossroad and cant see ahead I wonder if lifes easier when your dead Ithink things through both day and night im at a crossroads of a mighty fight. Who do i associate myself with? Where do i go for support? Who are my real friends? Whos love comes up short? Im in a pickle and time is running out Im in a crossroad that involves a lot of doubt