Cross Eyed

Every day I wake up With less and less of a purpose I keep looking to the sky For answers to tsunami me But with no luck and more grief Not knowing my purpose My path my capabilities No guidance and I only have myself to blame Blame for my faults and lack of hard work My life is horrible and its only me who knows this feeling I’m not blaming anyone for the way I feel Just that I’m tired of feeling this way All I want is to just be happy The pursuit of happiness is so far from my grasp I need help I need forgiveness I need love I pursue happiness