Crazy.

Love is like no other feeling in the world. Finding someone whom you can share your life with, trust and be happy with, is one of the most beautiful feelings in the world. You just have to know.. once the first love leaves, you'll never forget them. So don't ever take a single smile, kiss, laugh, or hug for granted. You'll always remember how it feels to have your heart broken. It's hell. Everyone is trying to help, but no one really does. You'll get sick of hearing empty words, 'don't worry about it' or 'you'll be fine' because, you're not. Sure, in time, things will get better, but for that moment in time, it hurts like hell. All you'll want to do is sit at home, with a warm blanket, a love song, and a notebook. Writing things about the good days. You'll feel.. Strong, in a weak kind of way. Happy, in a sad kind of way. Content, in an angry kind of way. Loved, in a hated kind of way. I'm so angry right now. I'm angry because love is all it's cracked up to be. I never for one second thought his promises weren't true. I clung to his every word like some pathetic little girl. I'll never fully understand why this happened, or why I acted the way I did. All I know is; Love makes us do crazy things.