Courage

I lost my courage and this is how it goes i call your name then i wake another dream, i feel you, i hold you, i talk to you you are there you are real but i don't see you another sleepless night, the moon is full as i lay clutching my pillow, i feel the tears flow and memories of you i piece together like a puzzle this is what my life has become afraid of moving on, i don't want to loose my dreams of you my courage to except and to let go i cant find my soul is searching for answers mountains i have moved in my dreams rivers i have crossed, but still i don't see you i am weak and tired, finding a way to find my courage so i can sleep at night, i know i have to let go but until i do i will feel you, hold you, talk to you, but never will i see you...