Could We Ever Be

Another day, another line to a different story Laughable, does it really matter It's just a melting pot day everything just runs together, time slipping by a little faster a little more than usual And although the human body is said to warm I'm shivering, shaking cold not from the weather, not from the cool wind I'm used to the elements, seventeen years of living has made it easy to bear I've been cold for weeks, weak for weeks, stumbling for weeks, confused for weeks Remembering, I guess is the only reason I have a sad September I guess only for me It was two weeks to the day I had someone stumble into my life, someone I had no knowledge of someone who was shrouded in my ocean of ignorance, ocean of infatuation I will admit, I can admit, I admit I fell in love with those soft eyes and dreamt of them on an endless night One fatal kiss became my lasting fatality since the next day the world twisted out of my favor Lucky is just not the word for me anymore I am anything but focused, everything but awake haunted, I only wish it was the resolution yet it would be false; it wouldn't be the right answer Maybe I'm just falling, falling out of everything every possibility those soft eyes had me believing we could be but then again raises the question Could we ever be...could we ever be...