Conversations With Myself Part 3

Youre Jaded. When did you notice? About 4 years ago. Did you? Not till recently, funny the lies we tell ourselves. You did come up with some good ones. Im still on top of my game what are you talkin about. Stop doing That. What? You know what, putting up a front when it gets real. Its never real. Who thought the girl who was always on it would finally get jaded. To be honest, she did it too you. Thats baggage. I did it to myself. Are you sure. I knew it was bad from the start. Loves funny like that. Stop. Im done, really. I see it most when I look in the mirror. The lights still gone isnt it. Dont talk like that. You saw the spark right. Fleeting. Rememeber how we used to sing that Aerosmith song and swear that would never be you? How could I forget its screaming in my mind. That's funny. If you say so. Jaded before thirty, was your life that hard? Probably not, But with everything Ive been thru can you blame me? Not really, but theres other people... Stop. We dont do that remember, Everyones different. True. But your strong. I know. Just jaded for the moment. We'll call in inspiration, Soften it. Dont do that. Im jaded.