Conspiracy

All the while, I speculated What we had was concluded The glare of enormity Was in your eyes It caused an combustion Of covetousness to appear Inside of me that I thought Was long gone But without you I’ve Really been all alone Another simple filling in Your space.... but he could Never replace the love I’ve always had for you Just gazing into my eyes You should know this is true There is no resistance When it comes to you I could not contend with Your advancements of sensualism Your firm groping Of my derrière Reminded me of my femininity And of your masculinity I have no doubt We were meant to be What am I supposed to do With this craving I have for you It is worse than any enslavement Around you I just can’t seem to behave You have this noose around my neck And I don’t see how I will ever get loose