Conscious

I used to wake up alone and scared at night Asking myself if this feeling is supposed to be right Day after day it happens again and again Will my dreams always be the same, and if they change, when? My dreams seem so darn relentless Like the dreams of my life are just one big mess It keeps happening to me, but why? I do dream about other stuff, I do at least try It seems they're all just about me, I want it to be about us I wonder through all of this if I'm even conscious...