Confusion

In love. With Two. No idea what to do. Guilt twisting in my heart, Trying to think of where to start. He is there, holding my hand I am in another land In my head, with another, Yet I really try to smother All this love that I’m feeling As it always leaves me reeling. I’m in love with this boy He is more than just a toy. He wants to spend his life with me, But I really cannot see How I’m going to forget And try my best not to regret The smile on my face As my heart begins to race When I see this other man And time, it seems to span A thousand years. I couldn’t see What this was going to do to me, When I first began to dream. I thought, as it would seem That I could never split my heart Then the hurt began to start And I knew it was the end But I wish I could pretend That it was gone.