Confusion

I wake up every morning just wishing I can know Where is my life going? Oh where will it go? It’s coming quick now and we don’t even have set plans It scares me so much as I try to control my trembling hands You say you love me, and I believe you, I do But its always the same things, never anything new When I think about the future, it really gives me a scare Because with you, ill be walking into a world that is unfair I wish I can take back, all the hurt I caused you I wish I can just erase it and start over with something new You hurt me too, but what really can I say? I just wish that all these bad memories will soon fade away