Confused and Heartbroken

The heart speaks from heartache, pain, hurt, disappointment and sorrow It cries out for love, affection and nurturing. How can someone say that they love you when they continuously hurt you! Why do we allow someone to continue to hurt us treat us like dirt and belittle us. Have you ever been betrayed by someone who said that they had your back. Someone who you trusted someone who you thought of as a friend. Treated you like dirt, play with you like a toy and acted like nothing happened. Have you ever watched a loved one slowly fade away from you! Have you ever seen a casket slowly go in the ground or being rolled away in front of your eyes. Have you been told that the being growing in you has no heartbeat and you already knew something was wrong. Tell me how did it feel how did it affect you how did it make your progress? They say time heals all wounds but the experiences stay with you forever.