Conflicted

She never thought this would happen. She broke protocol. She never thought that she would fall in love with a man at all. But it's fifteen years to late and she's already a wife and a mother. To a beautiful husband and daughter who she adores and smothers. This was not supposed to happen but it did. He was supposed to be her next victim but instead she married him and had a kid. She found the love of her life and now she doesn't know what to do. She's like a fish out of water. Conflicted, lost and without a clue. She loves his dark coffee brown eyes and the structure of his jawline. She love's the golden olive tone of his skin and the shape of his behind. She loves that he cooks her breakfast every morning and massages her back when she comes from work. She loves kissing every section of his body and how he enjoys watching her twerk. When he's away at his naval base. She loves how she can hold her daughter and see her husband through her child's face. He was supposed to be her next victim. But love conquered all. She couldn't bring herself to kill him. To pull the trigger and watch him fall. She knows that she has a lot to answer for. The heinous murders she's committed in the past. But as she waits for her judgement day. She is determined to make the marriage with her baby last.