Confessions of the Dark Soul

I must confess you're all I need all else is greed I can't see myself without it 'cuz I've never seen myself without it But I truly believe there is a better me he is asleep every now and then he reawakes and miracles take place the other side it hurts, so he hides too hard to face it I am weak on a steady growth Im nothing special so the fact that you love me means a lot cut the poetry out but its so embedded in my true vibe it takes me to new highs some of them I'm afraid to fly not like this I don't want it if it keeps me haunted Die, and to never come back alive I want my ego dead it's my darker side taking over I just really want to rest on you shoulder wishing away all the things that hold us life's opponents obstacles we cannot let control us but with me please trust in me what's missing is the love in me I've never had it for myself I can't help it I don't want to live without you You're my best friend I want to do everything with you go everywher with you follow you until we're old and til the end I love you soul I get greedy and selfish and destroy your image in my mind for the twisted love of lust and when I've destroyed you enough I move on to destroy other's love. A parasite troubled controlling greedy hungers I stray away but eventually break again and I hate again myself because I can't stop from destroying who I love. I'm so sorry for my sickness. I love you I need help Because I want to go to heaven but I'm too weak to make it there I'll suffer pleasure in this land of the dead until my soul can resurrect Dont cry, we all die but can we ever come back to life?