Confession
When my words touched your soul
Sincerely I could understand how much you
Appreciate me and accept me wholeheartedly.
Frankly I have betrayed my Conscience,
I have deceived you
And I have denied my words before you
Due to my lustful desire about you
I chose not to make up my mind
To flee your presence, but
Saw it as an avenue to fulfill my proposed intention
As I lust after you yesterday night.
The desire was there since I met you,
Yet I denied it until now.
I care about you and
I am confident that we are still that best of friend.
But it is virtually uncomfortable and inconvenience for me
To keep encouraging such affair
As a way of expressing my desires and sensual feelings.
I ought to have fled last night at that point I realized that,
I could not contain myself again
Instead I was so carried away by my conflicting desires.
When I engaged myself by that kiss and more kisses.
After you left my soul was filled
With shame of deceiving you
I am sorry for all I had made you experience.
Remember I love you and I do not think,
That is how to express love.
Since, love protects, love endures, love hope,
Love perseveres and love is self control.
Just have a place in your heart to forgive me.
I felt remorseful of myself
And I do not know how to face you and tell you
I felt so stupid before God
When God came calling...ME
Because HE was there when the drama happened
As he came calling ADAM
After eaten the forbidden fruit with EVE
I never meant to ignite and arouse your emotions
By the content of my words to you
I was only concern about disclosing my love for you
Which you understand was not meant for such affair
Nor kisses but for the sake of friendship
I was overwhelmed by your response and
I could not resist your advances but to accept you
As you walked into me in your Nudity
I was to blame for that act of kisses
This resulted to such sexual exploration.
I am remorseful and seeking forgiveness
And I believe you have forgiving me
I can understand my inability as a man
When with a woman In close door
I admit that I cannot predict my emotion or action
When I am too close and in closed door with you
Just accept me the way I am and
Please turn your thoughts to God at moment
He only can comfort you and fill the VOID
Since, I do not want to awaken your love
Until it so desire and wish to be loved
Just know you are Unique
Just know that your Words touched my Soul
Just know you are Special
Copyright © Michael Madukairo | Year Posted 2011
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