Condemnation

One will never understand the strength of desire and passion that the slightest touch of his hand would force me into submission. Walking in the darkness hiding behind closed doors living with the sadness that this love could last no more. I yearned to scream out loud that I loved him with all my heart but forbidden loves stay underground I guess we knew that right from the start. In our own world we would live together, forever more me, I had my life to give but could we beat this mental war. The day had come to say goodbye but for me it came too soon as deep inside I wanted to die my heart was out of tune. So here I sit and long for the past waiting to feel free but still my life is overcast so I live within the memory.