Concealed Is My Love

Can it be so my only love has me but to cherish a memory, rather than to place me above any heart that has ever set her free? I take the final place of last amid prizes of her loves she has won. Might I interpret that all amassed is despondent to the quotient of none. Yet,careless is her soul that roams long,beseeching that which is heaven-sent. Frivolous;marks her quest unknown for a glowing love,time renders unfervent. If she looks behind her I shall be true acolyte upon the brink of her past. Beyond a love's ululate decree she will hearken and see a love meant to last. Circle the 1st letter of the 1st line,circle the 2nd letter of the 2nd line,3rd letter of the 3rd line,4th letter of the 4th line and so on until it spells out the name of a person.