Complete Devastation

Hopelessness and anger boils vigorously inside Two weeks of excitement destroyed and suddenly died Positive energy for the duration for which we all tried Foolish with assumptions of which appear I have now lied Living in a dream and reality a nightmare All I can do is sleep because reality I cannot bare I longed for this to work and motherhood is my goal But in my heart and body the pains taking its toll I feel a wreck and bad luck not to blame no more As I await a miracle to shine light on my black door I beg you dear angels give me this one meaningful goal Please God, I’ll take the worst labour if it helps sooth my throbbing soul