Complaints

when i was a child, i used to complain. about so much noise in the house caused by so many family members, about the guests, arriving after every couple of days.. and i considered it pain. i complained about my friends. who would call me in d middle of nights, , n used to talk for hours. they would finish all the balance, and disturbed my sleep which i didnt like at all and i complained and weeped. I didnt like my friends, who guided me to different way.. which they considered right, and i told them i wanted space by anyways i prayed to god to finish all this, , and wished for lil more silence and space. where i should be alone, and no one to disturb. and i considered it a bliss. but when my wish came true, all i was left with. silence and darkness. where i was left with nobody around me. to love and caress. i have balance, but no one to talk for hours. i have money, but no one to spend with. nobody is there to fight with me, to guide me they have given me the so called ''space'' and i am left with nothing but loneliness i wish i get everything back again.. and now, m complaining again! now i wish that things wouldnt have changed.. please somebody bring that old time back, and i promise, i wont complaint again!