Competitions In Disregard

Am I unhealthy and unsafe oppressed, suppressed, repressed, right-brain negatively depressed? Not really all that: competitively left-brain impressive, first through last impression newsworthy, enticingly marketable, profitably commercial, slickly corporate, predatively intelligent More camouflaged unnoticed and undefined unrefined and, frankly, perhaps unstable Because of my environmental circumstances? as liberal lovers would have failing to ego-thrive anthrosupremacists monoculturally privileged and multiculturally misunderstood underprivileged ego-shunned and Othered And/Or Am I health/safety oppressed because of my personal bad ecopolitical choices? like having unprotected unmasculine sex instead of going to the loyal consumer mall, Not really reflecting on wider and deeper context like True Faith and Healthy Happiness monotheistically delivered monopolistically endowed StraightWhiteMale privileged monoculturing LeftBrain transcendent AnthroDivine judgment falling shy of unconditional polyculturally intelligent compassionate polypathic regard As win/lose divinely inspired Capital investments support PatriarchalGod's purely patriotic hierarchy not-so-blindly selecting who deserves Restorative Win/Win Justice second and third and fourth conversion chances And who should not escape Lose/Lose Retributive Dissociative UnJustice (cooperative values repression, benign social-systems suppression, chronic universal health-care oppression, climatic distress depression) A social sympathy and cooperative competence so thinly simpering judicial powers continue uncomfortably scampering to throw away personal freedom keys with polarized dispassionate rhetorical Disdain Icing on Earth's soggy cake for feeding climate rabid suspicious angry traumatized lose/lose humorless and senseless and un-woke anti-green-ecofeminist anthro-victims, brought to us by empowered producers and too-prolific consumers of UnCivil Othering. To get out from under-cussed non-classedness, must I truly choose between circumstantial equality of ecological Voices for resonant healthcare, Or personal theological-felt internal Choices for resilient EarthMother wealthshare? Do natural polyculturally robust healthcare systems not co-arise egowealthy green EarthPeace, and longterm sacred family heritage unconditionally unguarded eco-investments? So ego yes, and, equitably speaking not eco-no, I guess, answers to my oppressed prayers by our liberal lover circumstances and my conservational personal integrating/desecrating inserting v receptive either Saint or Sinner, Sad or Winner Choices Do LeftBrain ignore Both systemic conserving concave circumstances And internal liberating convex complex intuitions RightBrain questioning interdependently unrecognized economic and political WinWin ecstatic NonVoices. Waiting to be cooperatively recovered uncovered discovered multicultural values of healthy trust and EarthWealth optimizing safety.