Coming Out of the Shadows

In my life I am lost, Like i am stuck in a holocaust. I seem to fade away, Here alone and decay. There is no will to fight, I pretend I am all right. The smile I hold is fake, At any second it could break. All feelings set loose, Emotions will reproduce. Yet no tears from this eye, Only because you standby. When I break you grin, Your strength is held within. I look at you and am impressed, You only want me to be depressed. I get back on my feet. You will fall in defeat. You think I am at the end of my time plan. I am sorry to say my life has just began.