Comfort Zone

I FIND IT HILARIOUSLY SADDENING THAT EVEN TO THIS DAY... MY STILL FURTIVELY PURSUES HISTORY AS IF IT WILL HELP THE FUTURE HINDERING ON SEEMS LIKE A LIFE LONG GOAL ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO ENVISION YET ALONE ATTEMPT BUT HOPEFULLY- THOUGH I DOUBT, FAITH WILL GET ME THERE. I'VE BEEN LIVING WITH SHADOWS OF DARK BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES OF US AND ECHOES OF OUR LOST BUT TREASURED LOVE FOR HOURS TOO INFINITE TO NUMB-ERRRRRRRRR... EMIGRATION WOULD BE THE ONLY ROUTE TO CLEANSING MY SOUL THOUGH MY HEART SOULY UNDERSTANDS THAT ONLY YOUR LOVE CAN REHABILITATE ME CURSES ARE NOT BEAUTIFUL SO MEETING YOU WAS NOT ONE ATTACHMENT IS HUMANLY AND I AM NOT MADE OF STEEL LOVING YOU IS STRANGE NOT BECAUSE I'M NOT USED TO IT,OH NO! BUT BECAUSE I'M SO FAMILIAR WITH IT THAT I NEEDN'T NOTHING LESS THAN IT NOR SLIGHT INCHES MORE THAN IT... FOR YOUR LOVE IS MY COMFORT ZONE.