Come try this

Here come try this you will have soo much fun. You will loose everything you have every material posession and every loved one. Up all night riding bicycles and treasure hunting through other people’s trash. Cuz ya don’t make any money getting high but have to come up with some ing cash.. Every day ya wake up same ing bull same routine. ing someone’s stolen your how you wish ya never did this and ya were clean. Chasing after something that doesn’t give a about you but your jonesing needing to get high. Eating what ya can and selling what ever ya can to get by. Alienating loved ones cuz ya don’t want them seeing you this way. Til one day they are gone and your still stuck reliving each day.. Cuz they will eventually get sick of your and you will blame them cuz they turned there back on you. You burned bridges more than just one but a few. Depression will creep in there is no more fun to be had Wishing you had listened to your mom and your dad. if ya only knew then what ya know now you wouldn’t be on this course you would be straight. But that ain’t the truth ya knew deep down but ya decided this fait. Too big of a coward to face your problems like a man. So ya drown out the pain the best that you can. But the closet became to full of bones and the doors were pushed open. You can’t hide no more you cant be fixed your too broken. So you go and try something stronger to help you to cope. No one to listen your only friend ya confided in was the dope. And it’s turned it’s back on you it won’t help hide all those tears. Your stuck all alone to face your past and your fears. But this all started out one day with a choice you knew ya shouldn’t have made. A choice to do something stupid ya were told not to since probably first grade. But I can do what ever I want nothing controls me. If that was the truth everyone would be clean and there would be no one unhappy. But hey what do I know I’m just a junkie looser with a finger And a screen. Typing away about he knows nothing about and things he’s never seen. I wish this was true cuz this is my ing misery every day . To lost to ask for forgiveness and to proud to get on my knees and pray. Hate who the I became and barely recognize myself anymore. But hey can’t ing wait to see what tomorrow has in store.