Come Back To Us

How could you feel that life would be better without you? You had so much talent, how the could you doubt you? How could you take the easiest way out? Why couldn't you stay to fight for 1000 more nights? What was it about you that couldn't get right? What in the world made you feel the right answer was your life? Why couldn't you cry just let it all go? The love you had out here, why didn't you know? Why didn't you care? Javon, what happened to you? What was it that you wanted to do? You didn't have to die man. It hurts like crap I can't even lie man. I can't help but to cry man. I should've been there, but I wasn't. I should've been there and maybe you wouldn't have done it. Javon please come back so I can write my wrong. I didn't know you were so alone. I didn't know that the pain was killing you. Why'd I have to fall asleep, why didn't I come be with you? Oh God Oh God.. All I ask is why? I need my friend back here on earth. He needs another try. Let him do it all over, Lord he made a mistake. It wasn't his life he really wanted to take. Please give him back please, show him to me in spirit. I rather be with Javon than dying inside from living.