Come and Go

So many feelings Want to start from the beginning I feel as if the beginning Won't stop, its never ending I'm in a dark place Sometimes I see light Its so far away But, yet its so bright I wish I could touch it Walk straight through it Hold on to it And never let go of it I wish it was real I wish it was mine I wish I could believe That everything will be fine But still I smile Still I stand I stand up tall And throw up my hands I thank God For always being here for me The only one who truly knows Who truly cares for me For that I am happy For that, I laugh At the people that thought Happiness, I'll never have It barely comes But when it does I hold on to it Because it loves Me...