"cold December"

Yesterday left as soon as it came Bleeding out in silence Cries out a thunderous pain Gone is the serenity of summer To a day I ought not remember Replaced by the winds of a Cold December As I look out my window And ponder a time gone by I wonder where it all went As I lay down and cry It's all I can handle To be alone and distraught All alone in my head Deep down in thought As I stand on the edge Right back where I started Not knowing who I am Lost and lethargic A whisper that carries Deep through my soul Is a haunting reminder Of a love gone cold