Cold

I feel cold I feel numb I'm missing the sun light My hearts frozen with frost bite The sun rays never shine on me They never aim to please me I'm afraid of what I will become Without this warmth I feel bits and pieces inside of me tearing off Slowly breaking down my insides I guess this is why I always cry Yet my tears freeze in these drastic temperatures Therefore no one will ever know I despise the cold It turns me inside out Until you only see blue The color of my blood before Oxygen could get through I am bundled up Yet I am still COLD Depression blowing in Pressure rising I feel like the Indians marching to their new home I die in the icy ground I am massacred. LEFT.COLD.DEAD. no one even wonders where I am the COLD ground become my only friend The world my enemy May my freezing soul finally be at peace 2007 is it over yet? No unfortunately it's just begun