Coffee

mania makes anything feel good what feels good I come to believe makes feelings fact like the rush should a careless basis, this good can decieve Still, easy ups push engaged intensity with little to no effort, I just go until I'm in a feel good reality now you can believe anything as so and I feel, feel away I sense everything I say cause now nothing feels bad in the made up truth I've had What feels bad feels like a lie harsh negatives can no longer be real it conflicts with this feel good truth I stand by and its only fact Im willing to feel Inevitably life comes and disagrees with these permissable highs that pretend that undesirable evidence is a disease since good must be right, to defend and I feel, feel away I feel everything I say now nothing feels bad in the made up truth I've had contrived concrete certainties Im addicted to add cream and splenda, fill a super-sized mug each sip I approach what to me becomes true ungraceful actualities I brush off as I shrug