Clouded Thoughts

Around my mind a linger of her existence plies, I'm evoked An expression of joy my face accommodates, simply on this note A thought of you causes my heart to skip a beat, beautiful like jazz Not the voodoo though but I still feel locked up like I'm in Alcatraz A good thing because it aids in appreciating your absence when I'm alone Missing you hurts more than when I broke my clavicle bone I love you too much to consciously inflict on you pain Done it in the past but in His grace, never again Maybe you the best thing that happened to me, maybe you not Not to sound cheesy but to complete the rhyme, you are hot Sometimes having you still seems kind of surreal Want to experience with you the culture of Brazil Like the sands of time, my love for you seems endless Some of my dreams instigates we one day share address You defined 'love' to me and redefined the essence of life I'm convinced but I'd wait till time evinces you are my wife