Closed Door

Hoping if I return there will be an open home I don’t want to be alone The shut door that locked me out Do anyone have a key until I figure what this is about I’m emotionally damaged like an original sin Eliminating the silence so whose going to let me in I’m still searching for an open door It seems so familiar like I’ve been here before I know I’m in need of love that everlasting spark Needing faith full words before my vision grows dark With my last breath I beg forgiveness I cry for God to heal my sickness Without you Jesus in my life use to be difficult It was my self-pity….It was my fault I craved for relief and for sanctuary Inside my soul I felt colder than January The Lord’s hand grabbed me from the dark ambiances that tried to drag me to its core Thank you Jesus for opening that close door Isaiah 41:10 'Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.' Psalm 144:7 Stretch forth Your hand from on high; Rescue me and deliver me out of great waters, Out of the hand of aliens