Cigarette

I smoke another unwanted cigarette I quit, remember, I'm taking Chantix I just want to forget the pain the hate the mental abuse the physical abuse the betrayal they all betrayed me It is all still so real surreal I dream dreams that make me hate I don't wish to feel complicated I want to feel sedated I can't, I have to be real I have no choice but to feel this pain in my heart another day to get through so much to do to forget I smoke another unwanted cigarette